It’s like I’m a broken record. I keep thinking the same thoughts and hoping for the same things but as much as I want and wish for it, I know that it won’t happen.
I just need that last piece back but everyday I can just feel it slipping further and further away.
I need a cleanse. I need an escape from my own thoughts.
Don’t call me up just because “all your friends are gone.”
It’s been so long that I don’t understand these feelings anymore. I don’t know what to do or how to act. I might be overthinking all this but I’m so afraid.
I need help, maybe a therapist. Gahhhh.
But why does it still? I don’t know what to do. Just why?